Saturday, February 26, 2011

Happiness Within (:

I like to wake up, take my shower, brush my teeth, Get my Coffey, throw on sweats/jeans and a sweater or tank top, put a headband or ponytail in, maybe throw on some makeup, and just relax watching spongebob or something. I don't spend 5 years on my hair, 5 years making sure my makeup is perfect or that I look the best I can. I already think i look the best I want to. I dont wanna be a "high matenence" girl.

I don't worry if everyone else is happy with the way I look. Only if I am happy with it. I don't want to impress others. I just want to be comfy, and happy. Enjoy life however I feel like that day. I like being in the nerd/dork categories. It means I am not trying to be someone I am not. I "fit in" in my own way. I have some true friends who I love to death beacuse I am me. I wouldn't give them up for anything. Its not the quantity but the quality.

I just kind of realized I am happy with who I am,who I have become and were I am going for the first time.(:

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

INDEPENDENCE

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I am my own woman
Nobody can change my ways or my dreams
Dumb is what you are
Electric is my personality
Please try and change me, i dare you
Energy is what you need if you wanna be with me
Nobody makes me feel like you do
Dares make everything fun
Envy is what I feel when i think of you with other girls
Nobody deserves to feel this way
Caring is my biggest flaw
Everyone deserves a chance

Saturday, February 12, 2011

A Song For You





I worry I'm putting to much in
to this
I wonder if you're waiting
like I am
And sometimes I even doubt if you love me
like you say you do....
(music)
Thousands of miles away
weeks go by
not one word from you
The only time I see your face
is when I'm dreaming
I'm over thinking everything
crying myself to sleep
This is torture
this is horrible
this is not right
I finally see you I'm gonna say it's over
I'm done with this stupid stuff
I go to end it then you stop and say
Baby im sorry
I know i've been bad
I'm just so busy
I hope you understand
baby I love you
I truly do
stop your wondering and worrying
your gonna just tire yourself out
Im here for you
now no more doubts
just stay with me while you can
(Music)
I leave the next morning
more time goes by
everything happens all again
but I know that when I get to
where I'm going
you'll be there to wipe away all my doubts
dry my tears and say
Baby I'm sorry
I know I've been bad
I'm just so busy
I hope you understand
baby i love you
stop your wondering and worrying
your gonna just tire yourself out
I'm here for you
now no more doubts
just stay with me while you can